Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Dear Andy

Its been too long since I have seen you last.  You used to visit me in my dreams but I can't even remember when that was.  Do you think I have gotten over this loss?  Do you think I am fine without you in my life now?  I'm not.  I still hurt.  5 years, pain doesn't go away, it just starts to feel numb.

They always say "time heals all wounds."  But while the wound may have closed and healed, there is still a scar that reminds you of the pain.  The memories hurt.  It never really goes away. 

I guess what I am trying to say is, I fucking miss you, man. 

💚Chelsea

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